evercleverest: (looking for hope)
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[ooc: set to some point during Deathly Hallows, ch. 22]



Harry has been worrying her for quite a number of days now.

It isn't that his health is depleting (though there is that, too - but they're all exhausted, the three of them), or that he's begun to isolate himself from her and Ron.

It's the Deathly Hallows.

('But don't you see? It all fits -'

'No, it doesn't,' she says.
'It
doesn't, Harry, you're just getting carried away. Please. Please - just answer me this.
If the Deathly Hallows really existed, and Dumbledore knew about them,
knew that the person who possessed all three of them would be master of Death -
Harry,
why wouldn't he have told you? Why?')



The constant theories, the discussions, the possibilities, the scary, unstoppable hope that comes from his lips -

She's tried - both her and Ron - to bring him back, make him see the truth, to dissipate the idea that these Hallows are what's stopping them from a victory over You-Know-Who.

She's afraid they're losing him.

-

She waits for a door to appear, waits for something sometimes, but then she shakes it off, focuses on the situation at hand -


- and tries to forget the fact that Milliways to her (a beacon of hope, a possibility, a wish) isn't all that much unlike Harry's own desires for the Deathly Hallows to appear and save them all.

-

One evening, when Harry is fast asleep in the tent and it's Ron's turn to take watch, she awakes from a nightmare.

It's nothing unusual, nothing she hasn't dreamt before (or woken up from before), but suddenly all her worries and fears are spilling over the brim of her already full cup, and she can't get back to sleep.

She steps outside and is immediately greeted by the brisk chill of the early-hours air. She finds Ron half-dozing and gently touches his arm.

Date: 2010-09-20 03:43 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (bloody hell)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron had been half-asleep.

It isn't that he made for a truly terrible guard - for more than a good portion of his time on watch he had been perfectly vigilant and even wielding one of Hermione's burnt mushrooms in hand as though it had been the sword of Gryffindor - but as the night wore on, boredom had taken over and sleepiness had sunk in.

As it is, half-dozing with cheek in hand and blankly staring at the fire in front of him, he starts when Hermione touches his arm.

And nearly pelts her in the eye with the mushroom.

"Bloody hell, Hermione," he gasps. "Make a bit more noise next time, would you?"

Date: 2010-09-21 03:29 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (these girls will be the death of me)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron, rubbing the sleep from his eyes, just huffs, "That was ages ago and I'd hardly call it dinner."

His rumbling stomach agrees too. But they've had this conversation before, haven't they?

"What're you doing awake anyway? It's not time to switch yet, is it?"

Date: 2010-09-21 03:37 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (didn't think about that)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"I don't think you'll sleep any better on a log."

For all it might have looked like, Ron would adamantly insist that he was not resting comfortably. He's half numb from sitting on the fallen log and the chill of the morning and the noises of a dark forest are hardly comforting.

But, that said, he scoots half an inch to his left, giving Hermione room to sit.

Date: 2010-09-21 03:41 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (I suppose I was a bit distraught)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"Nice night like this, you'd be missing out anyway."

What with the cold - which Ron sniffles at, scrubbing at his nose with the sleeve of his jumper - and the noises - the crack of a twig, the crunch of leaves, the call of some creature lurking in the night.

His hand strays toward the pocket he keeps his wand in, only to snatch up the forgotten mushroom and fiddle with it instead, scraping at the burnt edges and trying not to seem too ill at ease.

And he's not just ill at ease because of the night.

(So much has happened and she still hasn't fully forgiven him and he knows that, but - )

He breaks off a bad chunk of mushroom to toss into the fire.

Date: 2010-09-21 07:50 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (what's life without a few dragons?)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"It's not like you wouldn't know a few tricks to help us out."

Ron knows that if Harry was awake he'd be getting a certain sort of look about now.

"You only agreed to try and get back in her good books."

"All's fair love and war, and this is a bit of both."


He almost expects to see Harry standing near when he glances at the tent. But he's not, and Ron manages a small smile to go along with the compliment.

A smile that all to soon fades as he adds:

"You got us out of that mess at the Lovegood's."

He's clearly been having some of the same worries as Hermione has, his unnaturally solemn tone betraying him.

Date: 2010-09-22 12:45 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (what's life without a few dragons?)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron tears the mushroom into two and hands a piece to Hermione.

He's been very aware of what she thinks about the Hallows and what they should be doing. She hasn't been quiet about her stance and he certainly has his doubts too. Still, he wonders...

"What if he's right?" he asks, whisper-quiet so that his voice won't carry to the tent in case Harry had woken up. "I'm not saying he is, but if he is?"

Date: 2010-09-22 08:38 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (what's life without a few dragons?)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"Dumbledore wasn't always so straightforward about everything, Hermione. You've got admit to that. He never said what the Deluminator was all about and it ended up helping me back to you lot, right? Maybe it's the same with the snitch. Maybe it is all like Harry said."

"Dumbledore usually let me find out stuff for myself. He let me try my strength, take risks. This feels like the kind of thing he'd do."


Though he argues as much, Ron shakes his head in doubt. It all sounds so far fetched. And plausible. He wishes he shared Hermione's or Harry's conviction.

"I don't know. Maybe you're right. Maybe even if they are real, they'd be too dangerous. They are effecting Harry," he concedes, tiredly.

Date: 2010-09-23 12:37 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (I suppose I was a bit distraught)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron doesn't think about it for too long. The Horcruxes are real. And if he hadn't known that before the locket, he's well aware of it now. He nods.

"Yeah, all right," he says, after another moment and another nod. "We need to keep looking then. I mean it. We can't be sitting around and thinking about it. We'll revisit places if we have to."

Especially if the search would mean motivating Harry again.

Date: 2010-09-23 04:05 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (I suppose I was a bit distraught)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
His ears turn a bit red when she thanks him, suitably contrite.

(She's not the only one to feel guilty over something still. He's happy to be getting any chances at all toward forgiveness.)

"If you mean for the toadstool, well, I kept the bigger half," he jokes, deliberately obtuse to lighten the mood.

Date: 2010-09-23 09:32 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (what's life without a few dragons?)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron will do the sighing for her as he blinks down at the mushroom in hand.

That had not gone over as well as he'd have liked, but when does he ever manage to get it right with Hermione?

"No, it's all right. I'm awake now, aren't I?" he says, not entirely without rancour. He shoves his hands, crushing the mushrooms, into his pockets and hunkers down against the cold.

Date: 2010-09-24 12:31 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (well... that's completely off the point)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
(Ron is very thankful to not be getting any birds sent upon him and that she isn't attacking him anymore. The first times were scary enough.)

He glances at her in surprise, almost shocked to find her still sitting there, and looks at her for a long minute before turning back toward the fire.

"He wasn't even supposed to exist anymore. A lot of wizards might have thought he wasn't gone, but everyone had hoped, right?"

Ron shrugs, half-shivering from the chill or just thinking about it all.

"I thought I'd be at Hogwarts. Head boy, Quidditch captain, winning the house and Quidditch cup for Gryffindor."

He was twelve and had big dreams.

Date: 2010-09-25 02:02 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (these girls will be the death of me)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"You would've been."

Because she's Hermione and she's brilliant and the cleverest witch of their year and the only way Ron could imagine her not being Head Girl was because she walked away from it, much like they had.

He might not always tell her so, but he certainly thinks highly of her.

Date: 2010-10-02 03:51 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (didn't think about that)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"Don't know why you'd even worry about that," Ron says, having not seen the smile - as he'd otherwise probably not have said anything at all - until it's a bit too late.

He hasn't gone and ruined the moment now, has he? He does tend to do that often enough.

Date: 2010-10-05 07:39 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (makes me sound a lot cooler than I was)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
"You could be Head Girl of the camp," Ron says suddenly.

(He doesn't want to think about how far they are from Hogwarts and everyone they know. In more ways than just actual distance. They're reminded enough simply by being where they are.)

Ears red from the idea, he withdrawals his hands from his pockets long enough to transfigure one of the mushroom bits into the best looking Head Girl badge that he can manage. It flops weakly, bending in half, when he hands it to Hermione.

"Not much of a competition. Unless you want to put a wig on Harry."

Date: 2010-10-08 01:41 pm (UTC)
humourandheart: (well... that's completely off the point)
From: [personal profile] humourandheart
Ron, more tired than he had let on, doesn't bother to stifle his yawn. She has already caught him, after all.

"Unbelievable," he grumbles, though certainly with more approval than complaint, "Not wasting any time settling into that role, are you? Give a girl a badge..."

He shakes his head and clambers to his feet.

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